12 July, 2009
today do nth.... 4 to 5+ i prepared and went to city hall to find her...when she sounds abit angry, and say dun wana see me, i stop at bishan.. after that when she sent a message saying she can wait, but she said its for her fren, but i have already gotten up the train.... to city hall.(Gen... if u're reading this, i am very sorry, i wanted to fetch u home but i duno wad could i say so i say i was out with my friends but in fact i was at home...)bii,i never wanted to quarrel with you when i met u at city hall...i just wanted to fetch u home. Not having u to be alone on train..u once told me, u cant stand loneliness, everywhere u go, u niid some1 by ur side.thats why i went to fetch u as its Sun lu. but i never wanted to talk about this...maybe u're stress over ur work or wad den u flare up ba...i just wanted to find a topic to talk, to keep us occupied when on our way home so time will past faster...i wanted to give u some time alone....its not that i everyday wana meet u.. but because today im passing by ur there, tats why i came over to meet u as we can go home together..i noe everything was my fault... baby i noe u hate doors to be open but im still tryina get into ur world and u still hab to guide me into ur world..bii, dun give up hope uh...please..
im willing to do anything to salavge our bonds...
- you were my everything, now that u are gone..i'm left with nothing.
(no souls, no heart, im numb. to sad or to cry but not to smile.)
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12:33 AM
History Never Repeat.