its being 2 days i have not eaten anything..just duno why..im hungry, but im not in the mood to eat.. No appetite.. having keep thinking wad i could do..
today was somehow a bored day... Dun wana stress her or spoil her mood when she was walking.. so the whole day i din msg her...im so not use to it not having her in contact..
Le chuan noes im not in a good mood, ask me out for a talk.. there's nothing for me to talk.. he brought shaun, kai wei and his girlfriend along...shaun didnt noe wads happening to me.. he keep asking why i was so dead, am i on depression.. i just kept quiet...and told him.. relation ship problem, he then ask me to share wad happen.
le chuan noes something wrong with me le...but he duno how to keep shaun quiet...things started reflecting into my mind and my tears almost dripped out..i keep holding on not to let it drip..kai wei saw it and drag me to a toilet ask me if wan drip, drip at toilet...i wash my eyes onli.. den went back to meet them...
after awhile i go off le cos no mood to be out.. went home..maybe shaun was right, im kind of having depression.. for days i have no mood to reli do anything, even eat, i cant even bring myself to eat.. no appetite.. haiis..
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