ha ! today woke up late and went to school.... everything was still same...bored bored bored... theory lesson all the way til class end.. sux... Mrt was pack and i board the 4th train. awwman.. the train stinks like hell with perspiring smell...
Met Bii Bii at causeway and went to look for our stuff, she reach popular and she decided not to buy yet, went down to HOME FIX for my stuff, SOLD OUT ! or should i put it, they dun have wad im looking for.. bii ask if i have eaten, No, and i dun realli have the appetite but i wanted to have a meal with her so we went to BK but to no available seats. so we went to have LONG JOHN. lol i was eating quite slowly as her phone keep ringing so i have to keep down with her speed.... heh...
the reason why i wanted to have the meal with her even tho i dun have appetite is because i wanted to see her longer, For her moving back to her house is a good thing, she doesnt have to suffer finacial problem with me, i noe we got to face everything together but i wanted her to have the best life. doesnt mean not being together is good uh. but i wish we could still be in a relationship altho we're stayin apart. but it isnt the case now. haiis.
upon hearing she's going to ben house, flare !! 100 degree of my jealousy rise up ! but i couldnt do anything, as i said, we're not an item anymore. and she once said, there's no turning back for her.. how i wish we could still be like last time... ha.
Was about to do my assignment when she said she wanted to go ben's house for research, i switch on my dad's laptop and stop my work to search for her. Just hate it when she wants to go to ben's house. @=<
actually i was damn tired and wanted to slp after doing my work lolx now is 3am already and im still up, lols. halfway thru she gave up. i noe the stress she's going thru, if she carries on, i think she will go mad. so its 1 good point she gave up shu uemura's interview. lolx.
Sarcrifise-ing some sleep for her, helpin her in any way i could is all i can do now...
AlistaiR WonG
Chia Mei Juan
