nth much to be said as its as usual, went to school and back to school... bii's stomach was pain so i went down to eat with mum.. went home after that and den came down to coffee shop again with Bii to buy Takeaway for her. went back home and watch her eat. juz something happen at midnight and cause me didnt sleep for the whole night. we quarrelled, and this time she chooses her option, haiis... She wants to leave this relationship.
i didnt get to contact her for the whole of 9th JUNE 2009 which is today. because she doesnt have a sim. haiis...This early morning i missed her so much..be4 i bath, i took a cig, while i was smking, i was having my eyes close and i handed the cig out, tot she was there, ha, so silly..she's already not around...how i wish i can gain back her love.. i smile to myself, thinking how silly i was. Maybe its because im not use to not having her around by my side ba. went to school this early morning without any sleep.
and slept in comp lab for 2 hours. after school went to meet probation officer. after that went back home bath, to hab dinner..be4 i reach home, i saw her house's lights were all off. i tot she went to coffee shop to help her mum, after i eat, i rush to her mum's workplace, hoping to see her. i noe she doesnt wants to see me, maybe?
so i walk outside and look into the shop. but she wasnt around. Was just hoping to see a minut, or so called seconds of her is juz enough to content my heart..she wasnt around and i went back home...when i was downstairs my house. i saw tat her lights were on, muz be sleeping bah this pighead.
ha... Bii, if someday u were to be reading this, i juz wana tell u that,i cant live my life to the fullest without you. i miss you..i wants you back and i will wait. U too, i hope u will wait for me, when im ready for u i will come to u.
AlistaiR WonG
Chia Mei Juan
