Today hmmm woke up at 10+ and was preparing to go school....after i prepared was about 11.30 which i duno should i go anot cos go also onli for 2 hours...hmm den when i was on my way walking to mrt station, Xiao M message me if i wana go Bugis...hmm well, as nth to do in the afternoon i went wid her. but den after tat a call came from my family saying that there's some problem at home...i din noe wad to do..haiis.i realli dun wana spoil the outing...but den hais at last i cab her back to woodlands...felt so bad about it uh. after that when im coming home i heard that she is sick...due to the weather i guess. duno why but i juz get damn worried when i noe she's sick..sigh. wad am i thinking uh, am i thinking too far?i hope no...i am now in a mess, im very confuse. but..i dun think i hab a chance to be wid her anyway, she wun wan me isnt it? when i go out wid her i see her phone keep ringing with guys message or guys phone call, i get damn fuck-up. just duno why, hais.. i will upload some pictures some other day.