30 March, 2009
omg its so fucking bored man...
hmm well this few days i have been waking up late in the afternoon.. have been going out on the mid of the night with my darlin. Went to to eat, slack and talk. ha. as im a more quiet person so i din realli talk much. she does almost all the talking ba and i just listen. lolx. so freaking bored anyway. and causes her to not attend work for many days. awww sorry honey. xD anyway is quite bored now that i dun noe wad to do,,.den thought of blogging..nth much to post also no pictures haha. okay la i go watch movie le so bored =(
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4:32 PM
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26 March, 2009
Cool isn't it?
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2:51 AM
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alot of things have been happening around us. i dunno why and how did it become like that... in my r/s, and in my family matters too. all mess up and fucked up. tat was past few days. everything was quite maintain for now...but not in my r/s =( my mum juz picked on her and i duno why.. just now i have a talk and ask why she have to do all this. talked to her and told her all the things about her and not those fucking aunties below my flat keep gossiping when they dun even fucking noe anything about my girlfriend. my mum felt very very sorry and i noe darling, whats said is already said. but can u gib my mum 1 more chance?it wont happen anymore like this. i promise. i swear-ed. she done all this because she dun realli understand u yet and just now i have a talk with her and she felt quite bad about that. yeah and i noe its quite hurting when she blow those words on u. but whats over is already over. tomorrow is alway a new day. can u not think so much about it and dun put it into ur heart please?
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2:44 AM
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25 March, 2009
A Picture I edited in school with Photoshop of ME and Darlin.
WILL BE GOING FOR EMO STYLE NOW. Reaching For what i'm Searching For. Alway wanted.
1 of my birthday Pics. lazy to post others so... there's still more coming up =)
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4:26 AM
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13 March, 2009
Hais keep on thinking about Tomorrow, im very scared, im afraid i cant see my friends any more. i dun wan ! i dun wan to spend my 18th Birthday Inside. hais..God, hope u bless me with Hope. i'll change my way..
Some Random Pictures of Myself....
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ALAN !!! ALWAY BROS !
Can u Spot mE? xD
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12:32 AM
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09 March, 2009
7th March
Wow did u guys catch the SIngapore E award? that was cool onli on the last part man ! Xiao Zhu(Luo Zhi Xiang) dance damn cool man !!!! omg dun say im gay but is damn shuai la he dance i was stunned by amaze on his moves ! ahahaha. but they fucking tell lies saying Jay Jolin they all got come but in the end onli video of them Fuck. ahha i will upload pictures when i have got it from my friend.
8th March
Nth much...i slept til 3.30 like that den went downstair to accompany my friend and also give him back his things tat he left it on my house the other day. after that slack til 6+ like tat den i went to causeway with Rs and walk walk lo....hmm play-ed arcade and KEN lost my "onli-left" gold card. Sigh,, after i knew it i told myself i dun wna enter tat place anymore. be4 tat i saw SOMEONE also which i dun wana feel like see-ing...because, juz duno why sigh. i think i need time to calm myself down and i dun wana blog so much of such things anymore,it alway has been betraying me.
Every Minute every second i think of her, my heartache.
When i see her, my heart hurts. wad can i do...
i told myself when i was sleeping, STOP STOP STOP entering into my heart. it pains so much. i cant even control my droplets. A sorry cant mend a Broken Heart. If u juz have to say tat, all i can say is, im Sorry for Letting you catching hold of my heart. its my fault. its me who 自作多情. u dun have to apologies at all. =)
Dun worry, i wun post such stuff anymore, i will keep it to my very ownselve next time. Sigh.
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3:07 AM
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07 March, 2009
Whew, just back home from supper,was quite excited at first ya, cos get to sit on luxury car heex. get to go out so far away to eat.having a car is so convenient. din realli eat much...not much in the mood..when i juz board my elder brother's girlfriend's car, Xiao M message me saying she bleeded and felt like fainting...i get very worried, juz cant calm myself down, wanted to ask them to stop the car and let me down to find her but din noe how to tell them...haiiis...no mood since then..went there keep on thinking how is she and i was, unable to feed myself den. So juz drank milo and then after that we came back le...told her to go slp first after medication. Hope she gets better tml....haiis.wad if something happens to her...wad's going to happen to me?
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1:44 AM
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06 March, 2009
Today hmmm woke up at 10+ and was preparing to go school....after i prepared was about 11.30 which i duno should i go anot cos go also onli for 2 hours...hmm den when i was on my way walking to mrt station, Xiao M message me if i wana go Bugis...hmm well, as nth to do in the afternoon i went wid her. but den after tat a call came from my family saying that there's some problem at home...i din noe wad to do..haiis.i realli dun wana spoil the outing...but den hais at last i cab her back to woodlands...felt so bad about it uh. after that when im coming home i heard that she is sick...due to the weather i guess. duno why but i juz get damn worried when i noe she's sick..sigh. wad am i thinking uh, am i thinking too far?i hope no...i am now in a mess, im very confuse. but..i dun think i hab a chance to be wid her anyway, she wun wan me isnt it? when i go out wid her i see her phone keep ringing with guys message or guys phone call, i get damn fuck-up. just duno why, hais.. i will upload some pictures some other day.
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2:12 AM
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05 March, 2009
just Came back from downstairs coffee shop...actually dun wana go down den aiya go down accompany my parents lo. haha eat fish ball den drink horlick den come back le xD. will continue tomorrow bahz....hais...realli duno wad to do...i dun wana put down, let go...but is she willing to gib me a chance?im different from other guys...i juz wana seek for a stable relationship and settle down....why is it so hard?hais...
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1:35 AM
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04 March, 2009
This few days sucks.....nose had been dripping like mad, like water tap...argghz. today went school.. when taking the re-test, nose keep dripping arghz. sorry to my friends that i have used up all of your tissue. hais...sick now,who's gonna care for me?....finished up my project and there's 2 more power point left now...
i noe im nt gonna be the dream man she is gonna wan. sent her a msg in the morning and i knew it..haiss....sad sad..hard to find some1 like her,or am i going to wait for her?chnage for her?hais.. confuse.,
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8:52 PM
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RANDOM PICS TOOK JUST NOW xD
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3:23 AM
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SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING ! WAS RUSHING SCHOOL PROJECT !! wtf....teacher say no holiday for us...because of Attachment. Fuck it. thats boring when people are all Enjoying their holidays while my class will be in school, Starring at the Computers all that...Roar !dun mind telling you people, This Few Weeks on Saturday i was out with a Girl. Feelings has develop and i was drowned deeply into her ocean. i think im never gonna be her Dream guy...hais. i have no confidence in myself thus she keep saying she admire this and that guy..when i heard, i felt sad. and i just kept it to myself without letting her noe. Plus i alway get damn Jealous when she is mEssaging with or Chatting on phone with Guys. its been ages since i ever had this kind of Feeling. and i hardly place all my trust on some1. She is the 1 that makes me once again put my trust on her. Hopefully i din Misplace my trust, how i hope she could give me a chance...When she Told me that she will be my Listening Ears ALWAY, i guess i already noe the answer already...haiis. meaning good fren?close fren?
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2:50 AM
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Actually i didnt noe about this ya, my friend called me up and i rush down to causeway, at first they told me S.H.E and i was not realli interested hahaha. Until they mention Liang Wen Ying den i rush down straight lolx din even care about my hair sytle and i just Rush down hahaha. and i Got the tickets To the SINGAPORE ENTERTAINMENT AWARD xD. If without me i think my friend also wun get lo hahaha. cos im into this kind of Idol thing de so they call me come is right de if not they also wun get the tickets for the SEA(Singapore Entertainment Award) lo hahaha !
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1:52 AM
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AlistaiR WonG
Chia Mei Juan
WILL BE GOING FOR EMO STYLE NOW. Reaching For what i'm Searching For. Alway wanted.
