09 December, 2008
My Ang Kong.. muahahahaha !. on my wrist. hmm how ur think about it? nice?
NO LA. haha my friend use Pen draw de. some more is malay ehs. who write this chinese word. hmm gib soem comment uh !
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2:14 AM
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take a few days ago but haben got a chance to post
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1:53 AM
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Last few weeks. have been following my brothers around, Slack, BBq and etc. Friends ask me, why am i such a changed person, i couldnt answer them. Drowning myself with carlsberg. dun wana think so much. but i just cant. Read her blog. she say mess up, but now she is clear. clear of wad?hais. Why? met her few days ago, asking me to fetch her home. spent $30+ juz to cab her home and got myself home. baby JUST WAD ARE U THINKING? i'm afraid i cant hold on any longer. can u stop ur DRINK DRINK DRINK and talk to me just in a while?have u ever think of me?u drink drink drink happy...ever thought of me?im down here sorrowing with tears. cant u take a glance at me? meet u, dun wana tell me dun wana talk to me about anything. why cant u just clear up all dis mess? do u noe im damn fucking troubled by all this things? a girlfriend who dun wana talk to her boyfriend. wtf
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1:35 AM
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05 December, 2008
This Few days, i hab been feeling very down. nth much to think about....Mood have been running away from me. it seems as if my soul hab left my body...hais. Girl, will u stop running away from me? We should share everything together. Hardship or to wealth. we are in this together. i...duno wad to do..can reach u. cant contact u. cant hear ur voice. im in a lost now...can u tell me wad to do? People hab been telling me not to think about it, cos they dun wana see me this way...thanks friend. but..i just cant get back to normal, i just cant smile.i cant bring myself to smile when i myself my heart is not smiling. People say im silly,saying why am i clinging on when u dun even care about me. but i dun care. i noe u doesnt want it this way, u got your own reason. can u tell me whats wrong?. we can overcome this together de. have confidence in yourself can my girl? i wana grab u tight no matter what happen. i wana share everything with u. i wan to be with you forever. iF u need time to settle down your schedule, i can wait. no matter how long, i can wait. u ask, how long can i hold on, the answer i can gib u is, all the way til death. my girl, can u not give up yet?i dun wana lose u..i realli dun wana lose u. i love u, truly, i nv have such a strong feeling before. i felt pain, when u hang my phone. when it din even get thru and im being hang up by u. its even more painful den a needle is being poke thru my heart. Give yourself a chance and me a chance alright? i can wait, giving u time to manage your time, we dun have to meet everyday. we can meet when you are on ur off day. to go out. to eat, to play, to slp, to drink. GIRL: i love u, Hoping You Will Read This...frm the bottom of my heart. Stop Running away from me will ya?
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2:46 AM
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Woke up at 7+ which is quite early on wednesday. rush down to school for exam. weet. after exam, i rush to J8 to look out for MAYDAY album. cos i wanted the concert ticket. after that cant find...den Niece called up saying her sch gt sell so rush straight down to get it. and got the album wahaha ! 
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2:41 AM
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02 December, 2008
its quite a boring day today....damn boring...being alone at home, until when 2 to about 3 tat time chuan call me ask me go back sch for a test. sian diao...worn home clothes and fly to sch....with a uniform just to enter the sch. took the test, tcher say if i no nid take also can pass.. due to my attendance...WTF. go for sch for nth...but its okay la. can add more mark..haha den after that acc them slack at j8 awhile den go off le..reach home...head damn pain...den now having fever. roars.went causeway, fren ask me acc him eat. after that went home...head damn pain body damn weak sia....wonder wad happen to me. hmm.girl, i duno wad to say, we hasnt been contacting each other for 2 days. dun u find it weird?
dis cant go on forever, shouldnt u spare a thought for me?yeah i noe u're working.. but dun u even hab a free time?u called, juz to ask something, tats all. i duno wad u're doing. i onli feel that dis shouldnt go on forver, i noe u're hardworkin, but shouldnt u think of me?u can say i think too much ba, but dun u think we're drifting a distance?i dun wan tat to happen.
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11:39 PM
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2:20 AM
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okay hmm yea went to school for nothing, wtf. got cheated by teacher. roars. so juz went there, play game den go off le... tat was lame.... after that do nothing.. rot at home omg looking at the wall of my home...i noe tat was lame...went for jogging at 7. meet up with andre, he was fast. omg i cant catch up lolx. reach home at around 8.30 den bath til 9 omg tat was wonderful, bath for half an hour haha den after that went out to send my fren "CHOCOLATE" yea oh yah be4 tat in the afternoon i went to buy 2 VOODOO DOLL haha i will post it right on top on the next post ya? haha... hmm den after that slack around admiralty til 1+ den cab home... the red cab looks like coca cola cab de drives damn fast ehs i like it man. at least dun feel like vomiting. the 2 VOODOO DOLL is an item haha.. hmm i hanged 1 on my phone. another 1...bleahx when got chance den gib bah
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2:14 AM
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01 December, 2008
hmm lets not talk about today first...how about yesterday?haha hmm woke up around 12, den wash up and went off to meet up wid my friend, hmm it was kinda boring. after that we went off to blk 19 to sit and chat...yawn i almost fell asleep there. after that warren saved me haha he called up for cigarette. using that excuse i went off to causeway to meet up wid him...played game for free cos its sample.....den around 6. suppose to meet dear at 4. she told me she will be late hmm yah. waited for her and she told me to go by myself. well, duno wad she's up to but i guess she's gt her own reason. well, i dun doubt her =) she met me around 9+... bleahx.. sit by the sea...Girl, i was quiet, yes but in my mind alot of things is running thru. i hab lots of things to tell u but i just duno how to start off with. hmm she told me she is going off in awhile, well, tat puts a sad word on my face. how i wish i could spent more time wid her. but i noe i cant, cos she's working and she gt lots of fren to accompanied wid, not onli me =) got her a jacket when we was sitting by the sea, the breeze from the sea was cooling. sent her for cab and i was bored again...haha GIRL I NOE WAD U SEND MY FRIEND XD! THANK U DEAR. loves u loads. awaiting for the next outing ya? but u hab to organize ur time le cos i duno when u off, so i cant realli ask u out. u hab to make a space for us k =) i will be waiting. we go shopping next time. bring u go eat good good de xD.
she came, i feel contented, of cos not fully, cos it past just like a minute. if she were to be wid me the whole night. =) but ya, i hab to think of her so...realli hope next time would be a longer outing ya?xD okay .
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9:15 PM
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Chia Mei Juan
