11 October, 2008
today woke up, den go causeway meet my sis Xiao M. hmm today was a bad day.. Sorry Xiao M keep left u alone. because of some personal stuff. realli sorry. i promise i wun left u out alone le k. my fault. my bad. although u din say anything, but i can see from ur face...hais. nth went wrong til 4.40 when our show was about to start.. some1 called up ask me to go down and get something, hais show juz start and i hab to go collect the things. came back at the cinema at 5.15...den watch til 6.05, another call came. saying my fren was in some trouble, i was...mess up on my mind, i told her, erm i gt some urgent things to do...hais.. spoilt her mood again...hais..i felt just so useless.. before that we went shopping, she shoppin for gift for her bf. i duno why my mood just went moodless. but den i force my mood back and den entertain her.. can say wad just say..haiis. think im getting worse. but at least i get to see her smile when i talking rubbish to her. haiis. im poor, im jobless, will she like me?or shall i just hide my feelings and tou tou de ai ta? see her happy?be there for her?juz to be a bro?haiiis. each time she told me wad she did wid her ex be4 or stead, my heart start cracking into pieces...but i just hold on and put on a smile infront of her..
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12:49 AM
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