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30 October, 2008

guys, recently will be add less pics and post lesser alrights. went to a fcuking barber shop. CUT TIL MY HAIR looks sucks now. will be MIA-ing from places too. DUE TO THE EFFECT of my hair. thanks

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27 October, 2008

Hey ppl ! sry for the long updates ! haha recently my phone was almost lost hmmm thanks to miss kailin for keeping my phone for me xD. hmm yup but the 1 im using it now i cant find the usb cable so cannot upload pics SRY PPL ! when i find or when i borrowed i will upload more pics alright... anyway im going to cut my hair sad sad... i will upload and let ur see the different k xD

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11 October, 2008

today woke up, den go causeway meet my sis Xiao M. hmm today was a bad day.. Sorry Xiao M keep left u alone. because of some personal stuff. realli sorry. i promise i wun left u out alone le k. my fault. my bad. although u din say anything, but i can see from ur face...hais. nth went wrong til 4.40 when our show was about to start.. some1 called up ask me to go down and get something, hais show juz start and i hab to go collect the things. came back at the cinema at 5.15...den watch til 6.05, another call came. saying my fren was in some trouble, i was...mess up on my mind, i told her, erm i gt some urgent things to do...hais.. spoilt her mood again...hais..i felt just so useless.. before that we went shopping, she shoppin for gift for her bf. i duno why my mood just went moodless. but den i force my mood back and den entertain her.. can say wad just say..haiis. think im getting worse. but at least i get to see her smile when i talking rubbish to her. haiis. im poor, im jobless, will she like me?or shall i just hide my feelings and tou tou de ai ta? see her happy?be there for her?juz to be a bro?haiiis. each time she told me wad she did wid her ex be4 or stead, my heart start cracking into pieces...but i just hold on and put on a smile infront of her..

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09 October, 2008

honestly, i duno wad m i thinking dis few days....can somebody tell me?hais...can i onli love somebody secretly?because i hab lost all my courage in asking for hands of a girl. Seriously, can somebody tell me wad am i thinking?

When the image of the girl keep appearing in ur heart/mind
When Every moment every seconds u wish she would appear be4 u
When handphone rang, how u wish it would be her .
When u din hab enuf sleep, but yet climb up in few hours sleep, juz to go out wid her
When she's talking about her bf, u became silent, duno wad should be spoken
When she's looking for things for her bf, u became moodless, but yet help her to look for it Hidding ur Expression.
When every morning u wake up, the first person u would think of is her
When Every Morning, The first person u would message is her, sometimes without knowing it.
When every time she calls, u would rush down juz to meet her for juz a few seconds.
When every single day, u would ask her if she's taken her meals.
When Every Single day, days would be bored without contacting her.
When ever handphone rang, u would rush to it to see if its her.
When every second every minute, u're missing her, but yet cant get to see her, mood could be Emo-ed.

People, can tell me am i falling in love?oh my, all i can do is secretly loving her, doing things behind her...because, i hab no confident...

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08 October, 2008

Taken This Few Pics With Xiao M sis. haha the 1 with my bros she took for us de i like tat 1 haha ! can see my back spike xD the first pic also. emo pic, cant see my face. onli my hair xp taken 2 wid her at the carpark cos nth to do haha. after that went to 131 coffee shop eat big meal lolx forget to take picture so...too bad xD

Taken Yesterday....Accompany Xiao M to salon, she wash her hair. haha almost fall asleep down there cos onli slept for 3 hours last night. so took few piCs...

Taken quite few weeks ago, Went to Suntec with classmate...

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This few days....keep going out, spend quite some amount of money... Especially eating... play, all dis hmm...dis few days round, can say maybe is because my feelings came quite fast bah. but.. i duno. i think i had fallen for someone. i was hiding it all the time, because im afraid of rejection, i also gt a feeling tat, wo pei bu shang ta. because the way i saw her spend money, i feel tat im nt rich enuf...but i can gib her all i hab..although i cant pay for her. i can gib her a content heart. should i confess or no?should i woo her or no?

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06 October, 2008

STUPID SEBAST TOLD US TO GO WORK IN THE MORNING, IN THE END NO WORK. MEET LE WARREN DEN NOE. SO WE WENT TO SALON AND CUT HAIR. I DIN CUT MUCH. I ONLI CUT SHORT MY TOP AND BACK-TOP. took some pics =)

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AT NIGHT WE WENT BUGIS. WALK WALK. EAT DINNER DEN PLAY POOL. Xiao M went home first cos she got Doctor Appointment.

METT XIAO M FOR PIZZA HUT BREAKFAST ANS IT CAUSE US $40.13 LOLX. actually was intending to go Party World but she haben got her pay so no $ yet so we went for PIZZA HUT.

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